Worst feeling

[trolman]

Well the thing is we're both leaving for diffrent universities on mid september in the opposite ends of the country which is pritty much a permanent goodbye If i dont make any moves, which i can only do If I bump into her and succesfuly get her skype because we might not meet at all and its pritty imposible i'll meet her more than once. I guess its possible after all, probably wont... but eh... i guess i should take my own advice and try to confess em.

Ergh its a pritty slim chance, considering i have to establish daily contact and deal with competition. Nothing will probably happen and I'll end up even more miserable but hey, thats probably whats gonna happen, meaning it might not. Maybe the heavens will open up, maybe I'll get the lucky roll. Maybe nothing will happen. Thank you guys for giving me a bit of hope.

Thank you.

P.S. still sad

P.P.S. will update with results

 

[Edhel-dur]

Ugh, I'm so lazy.

So, listen up. Don't to confess anything (can't believe I am actually saying this on the... how Orcnet called it). Play it cool.

You confess to her... what happens next? Have you thought about that? You said she might like you, why do you think she likes you? In which way? Don't just go there saying "I love you" without any followup logistics. Maybe she will return when her studies are over. I have a friend who went to study in Paris-France. Her studies are finished, and now she is back, in Romania.

You said you know that guy is cheating on her. At one point she should catch on. If she doesn't she is either a bit naive, or that guy is really good at cheating, or even both. But if she catches him, if she is the person you think she is, she will break up with him. If she won't... it might mean she is more of a slut then she lets people know. Then you can ask yourself "would you want to be with a slut?".

(Can't believe I've taken this thus far).

I personally agree with Hakeem... don't confess to anything, do little, but keep contact. Through email or anything. As you talk with her, find out more stuff about her like when will she be back in your town etc. If her life is there, and she doesn't plan to come to your town, and never drops off lines like "if you are ever in the neighborhood come by my place and say hi" then she isn't interested in you at all.

(I will burn in my own personal hell for this).

If you confess anything to her now, it's a make it or break it moment, a now or never. Do you have the appropriate resources and man-power to provide continuity after such a moment? Because I really doubt she will react like "oh my god, I've always loved you too, I am going to move from my univ to your univ right now and I will carry all the weight and distance troubles from this relationship".

Either way, your only option is to leave it to chance. You can either stall, be friendly, all the while prepare yourself for D-Day... or you can drop the ball now and receive an answer.

But remember this, which ever you choose to do, the result will be final, and it won't ever change.

 

[trolman]

Hold on, im not going to assult before the seige is effective. Pritty sure i said it a few times already. Im not that foolish. Not really sure he's cheating its more of a speculation/hope.

Still, getting her skype and establishing contact will be pritty difficult. I might not meet her, she might not give me it.

 

[_PV]

<enter> Ah - a feels-thread... What a fine way to sorrowfully express from your most deepest incisions to your most impeding, shallowest cowardice. All this among souls whom have too been burdened by the heavy heaving of torment instilled by the wretched feels. Friends - allow me to divulge my currant feel. <exeunt>

Okay well I'm just broadly scanning through a few pages on this thread and it appears as if Girls, or guys, (thus - relationships 'n shit like that...) is the most common feel. I am afraid my feel borders just that so Here comes another Clichéd expression of feel. (get your life rafts - an ocean of emotion is imminent! -_-)

Well, a few months ago - (actually - try December 31st / January 1st.) New years - I meet this girl and It's on - we're all over each other 'n it's all good - All that stuck to my head was: "Ah well that was fun, but it's just gonna end here so better utilize this while I can." and followed by a blurry rest-of-the-new-years (t'was after the countdown - so I was present for the fireworks ). Obviously - Shit like that is bound to end right there - but To my surprise; the next morning I found her number written on my stomach. K. So we started chatting 'n stuff - turns out we liked each other 'n all that sentimental crap - and decided to hook up. obviously a mid/long-distance relationship isn't gonna work (and it didn't) and so after months of sentimentality and hollow promises and transparent ties - it all just dissipated into the air. So I was all sad-panda for a week :/ after that - I'm back to myself.

So now you're probably thinking to yourself: "Cool story bro but where's the feels?" - Just recently I found pictures of her on facebook (cause facebook just loves to paint your news feed with shit you didn't want to see) where she and some other (FUGLY) guy is sharing love and they are happily-ever-after.

Now I don't know about you guys(or girls?) but that's quite a feel right there! The feel of "I respect you for moving on - I really do - but seeing another man cherish you the way I never could; that shit's cold!" ... I hope y'all understand? Anyway. That's my "Feel of the Day" - sponsored by Facebook -_- and reality...

 

[trolman]

'tleast you had her, and might in the future

 

[Nuclear]

Yeah I also have that feeling and makes me feel weird.

Must be the funniest feeling that exist. The feeling of complete helplessness, there's literally nothing you can do about it.

 

[_PV]

Think about it - If I never did have her and all that - this feel would have never existed :x But I completely know what you are experiencing at the moment. All I can say is best of luck to you mate - that is one helluva feel. I salute you for having to endure that.

 

[trolman]

I dont know, that girl you're hugging in your avatar is probably decent.

Yeah my situation is pritty bad considering all the factors, but I still want her. Hopefuly I'll bump into her soon and create a good conversation, then get her skype and really hit it off. Its all theory though, might not see her/get her skype. I dont belive I'll win.

 

[_PV]

Just don't allow one girl to shroud your view from the other! I lost many a good opportunity due to being seemingly "bound" to one - I shunned them out of the way just for the one - which I never got :') Just stay positive though.

And the woman in my avatar is a great friend of mine (friendzoned? Nope! More like we both agreed to being friends cause I'd never be able to make-out with her - she'd probably punch me in the face or something xD

 

[trolman]

I dont want other girls, i just want her... Im tierd of beeing a seccond hand. Even tough i have to establish communitcation, deal with the competition eventually the long distance relationship. If i dont do anything I lose, If i do try and fail then the damage will be worse, but if I try and manage to get her, then will learn about happiness and love outside the monitor. Again not saying anything will happen, I will most likely crash and burn but atleast theres a chance.

And the woman in my avatar is a great friend of mine (friendzoned? Nope! More like we both agreed to being friends cause I'd never be able to make-out with her - she'd probably punch me in the face or something xD

>implying you wouldnt do it if you had the chance

 

[Edhel-dur]

You have an incredibly romantic view. I'm surprised you're still alive.

 

[trolman]

Err not really I heard it was something they liked. Sure i'll most likely fuck up but eh, does it really matter? If I give up I lose automaticly. If I fail anyways... yeah im gonna feel pritty bad, but it could hardly get any worse than it is now.

 

[Wazzz]

the worst feeling for me is when i want to eat something but i cannot have that thing i want to eat so i have to settle for lima beans

 

[Dawn]

The worst feeling for me is when I hear my mom calling me by my full name.

 

[Hakeem]

My mom has done that exactly once.


ONCE IS ENOUGH.

 

[takakenji]

my worst feeling....... its already happened............. that dark and rainy day... #REMEMBERREACH

 

[trolman]

Meanwhile, in my life...

 

[Nuclear]

I think this thread is quite miserable, because it's primary function is to allow trolman to wallow in self pity.

 

[Hakeem]

Are you submitting that as a "Worst feeling"? :V

 

[trolman]

I think this thread is quite miserable, because it's primary function is to allow trolman to wallow in self pity.

...kinda, she's pritty important for me and the whole not beeing with her is the last drop of personal life frustration so that really is my worst feeling. I do realise how phay this looks to other people

 

[I3lackDeath]

Worst feeling: not feeling anything at all.

As much as it hurts, ain't it wonderful to feel.

 

[Hakeem]

That's not a real feeling.

 

[I3lackDeath]

Because... ?

Let me be more specific then.
Parent dies. Feel nothing.
Dog dies. Feel nothing.
Failing your finals. Feel nothing.
People insult you. Feel nothing.
Get fired. Feel nothing.

 

[Hakeem]

It's a "bad" situation to be in, sure, but you can't feel how bad it is.

 

[I3lackDeath]

It's a "bad" situation to be in, sure, but you can't feel how bad it is.

Was that the point of this topic? To actually feel it <yourself> ?
Being numb is as much a feeling as every other.

Whether or not we agree on this, doesn't change anything.
It's a matter of POV (similar to the topic of how black and white are/are not colours), perception and experiences made.

 

[Hakeem]

But that's what it isn't. Numb is when the feeling that supposed to be there isn't there completely. The entire premise is the absence of feeling.

 

[fladdermasken]

Being numb is as much a feeling as every other.

The misunderstanding takes place here: you can feel something about not feeling anything, e.g. anxiety about being numb, but not feeling in itself is not a feeling.

 

[I3lackDeath]

As with many things, feelings/emotions don't do much concerning mental processing until they get interpreted in the brain aswell as get connected to experiences or instincts.
That's one interpretation, hence why I said it's a matter of POV.
The quality of experience for feeling, or not feeling, is the same.

 

[trolman]

When i finaly told my parents how i felt, their responce was basicly : get over it faggot

 

[Nuclear]

I feel like shit because I fucked up the first year of my school, and the second year is starting soon. I think I can only overcome this feeling if I study really hard and start focusing on school more and get good grades at the beginning of the year. I'm just glad that where I live, they don't really throw out any students no matter how hard you fuck up. They'll try to help you, and if that doesn't help, you can just study there like 20 years until you pass.

 

[_PV]

I'm just glad that where I live, they don't really throw out any students no matter how hard you fuck up. They'll try to help you, and if that doesn't help, you can just study there like 20 years until you pass.

Well in South Africa - if you fail a year a certain amount of times - you get put through the next grade automatically. I guess that brings a little clarity as to why my country is going down? And well, yeah - focus hard at school. It tends to be important for your future

 

[Wazzz]

let's not lose sight of the problem at hand

the problem being that trolman can't get any

we have to fix that

extreme makeover? (the people who do extreme makeovers give me the worst feelings)

 

[_PV]

^ thanks for some enlightened contrast in this dire situation

 

[trolman]

I accidently discovered her skype, the profile pic was her kissing with her BF. And her additional infromation were several dates of their relationship.

All of my hopes and dreams turned to dust. MFW

I guess its time to become an alcoholic again.

 

[Wazzz]

actually, this is a perfect situation

all you have to do now is cleverly disguise yourself as the boyfriend and she will never know the difference

to tie up loose ends, you will have to eliminate the real one

 

[Nuclear]

Murder her BF and get a plastic surgery to look like him, take over his life and become him. Or alternatively, just give up and move on, people come and go, you'll meet someone else.

 

[_PV]

Yeah I agree with Nuclear... This woman can't be all THAT worth it... There are so many girls out there without a boyfriend or a crush or whatever :S

 

[trolman]

>implying i wouldnt have already done it if i could afford it
>implying i want to move on
>implying i dont love her
>implying im not crazy
>implying im not a drunk

She is worth it, her body and her mind...whoa i've never met someone quite like her...im going insane !

 

[Nuclear]

If the situation is as you describe it, I don't see any way for you to interfere without causing a massive shitstorm.

Looks like your only options are to become a creepy stalker or a drunk.

 

[trolman]

Ergh we're already friends from the past, im gonna call her and try my best to atleast be a friend and beguin the seige.

 

[Nuclear]

I wouldn't agree that "emotions are for weak", that's just some 2edgy4me bullcrap, we're all just human. But there are some times when you should let things go and give up, and this looks like one for trolman, no need to stir up shit and achieve nothing.

 

[maddeem]

I wouldn't agree that "emotions are for weak", that's just some 2edgy4me bullcrap, we're all just human. But there are some times when you should let things go and give up, and this looks like one for trolman, no need to stir up shit and achieve nothing.

Alright.

 

[Nuclear]

Well I didn't mean to sound that mean, I get that that's something one would say as a motivational phrase, so I probably shouldn't have taken that so seriously.

 

[thukam]

great post friends

 

[trolman]

No way Jose, i even tough i break my back for 7 hours under the summer sun i can bearly get any more than 6 hours of sleep becasue of her. Im still gonna try to hang out and be her friend, then use that and maybe become her new guy.

I "borrowed" a small pice of glass with paintings from around 50 a.e so i can give it to her. Upon arival I realised that the paint had pealed off inside my pocket, making it worthless. FML

 

[Wazzz]

i'm starting to pinpoint the reason you can't get a girl

 

[Soliloquy]

don't be a playa hater wazzzy

 

[trolman]

i'm starting to pinpoint the reason you can't get a girl

>implying i cant do it
>implying you know me
>implying you know her
>implying all of this is real
>implying im not just talking to her over skype right now
>implying i even exsist

 

[Soliloquy]

>u can do it
>I dun know u
>I dun know her
>yes this is real... like the Izashkian invasion of the Earth
>what
>you did exist... mabye

 

[Razer!X]

>implying i cant do it
>implying you know me
>implying you know her
>implying all of this is real
>implying im not just talking to her over skype right now
>implying i even exsist

calm down dude.