In case you have issues with linux(obviously there is no way that you could use that stuff), you can run chkdsk from a live windows booted from DVD or USB(aka installer), or google for "bootable USB diagnostic tools" or something like that, you'll get thousands of results(still you'd have to burn it to a cd or usb). Ultimately you can use your current install by entering recovery mode and using command prompt there. Google for "How To Access Recovery Options in Windows <Number goes here>", take your time searching solutions and solving shit for yourself, I won't give exact steps like you expect everytime *evil laugh intensifies*.
By the way andreas, accidentally, really, is there any slight chance that you ever considered moving somewhere far deep into the woods/hills? Isolated from society most preferably without access to any forms of electrical communication... Wouldn't that be the dream? Living at a nice place, in a small house, sitting next to the fireplace in a comfy chair.. And most importantly living for your rest of the life without bothering anyone ever again. Sounds really good right?