who do you see yourself as?
a pessimist who sees the bad in everything first, a sensitive person that is easily affected by people's view on me. Hard to complement and has a high standard on most things that even myself can't reach. Afraid of being looked down upon and thus would compensate by telling of one's achievement without intention of bragging. seen as bragging anyways. a very trusting person, like, i could have just met you two days later and will tell you most of my secrets (not that it matters if it could get revealed anyway)
can't word my sentences correctly to convey my feelings to a person, so i just word it straight as i meant it. And often get misunderstood. for e.g: "your makeup is bad" they would see it as an insult but i meant something like, "you are prettier without makeup".
i treasure friends and look out for their safety. Although i easily trust people, it's hard for me to look at them as friends. More like an acquaintance i could easily trust (lol i have an askewed view on friendships) Voted most likely to jump to danger without thinking.
also self centered to some degree
what is the reality of it, who you are as others see you as?
my friends used to see me as someone you can count on. Probably even now, i don't know. they say i'm a good looking person and get called sexy oftentimes. Get called an Idiot for being a magnet for gays and girls and not taking an advantage of the situation (there was this time where a girl (8/10) put an umbrella over me to shade me from the sun, i got surprised and hurriedly left instead of striking up a conversation( not that it matters for me, i'm quite used to it) there was also this gay who would offer me a good amount of money if he could sniff my neck)
a No Girlfriend Since Birth (NGSB) they're pretty mad and confused about me why
(i don't know either, i'm so used to being single that i don't think i can move away from that)
and when they ask me why i don't have one, i just say "i love myself too much to love others" as a joke and a half truth
what do you do when something contradicts your perspective of self?
i get surprised, because i think i know myself
1.Are you fat/getting fat?
trying to be, i'm too used to be getting called sexy by women that i think it's not right.
My cheekbones are wide and my cheeks are sunken that it looks bad on me
i have a high metabolism
used to for three years then i stopped last last year. Muscle degeneration is pretty slow to be noticed. I'm not trying to get big, just fit.
calisthenics and weight training. i could lift 180% my weight before.
3.what's a good belly workout?
russian twists, best exercise when done right as not only it works your abs but most of your core muscles like the serratus and obliques
4.Any secrets to loosing weight?
a required calorie intake an average person needs to maintain their weight is 2000 calories per day.
to lose weight, decrease it by 500 and follow a strict exercise program
to increase weight, consume more than 2000.
to increase body weight to 2lbs in a week, a 3000 calorie diet program is required
but for a person with a fast metabolism, 3000 per day might not be enough and might be overwhelming to some with a small appetite
instead of eating 3-4 meals a day, consider switching to 6-8 small meals a day.
you must not skip meals and get hungry since the body will switch to a new energy source (aka your fat and not the carbohydrates you consumed lately)
