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[trolman]

well time to go to bed... very sad really, havent talked to her in two days probably wont tommorow and time's just passing by

too related

its nights like this i wish i never wake up

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[AIagremm]

I don't want to live in this timeline anymore.

 

[Azsure]

Feeling arms wrapping... feets tangling... hearing the breath... now you really touched my feels, I miss doing all that with him...

I feel pathetic everytime I begin to cry after seing my bed empty of his presence.

 

[Bernkastel]

I have loved certain anime characters for a long time, this has nothing to do with this.
With the 'Trol way' I was referring to a wish for a relationship, but that is not what I want.

My life was destroyed by not dedicating myself to succeed in making a dream come true, I have allowed them all to slip from my grip and not do a thing about it.

I have known my love towards her for a long time now, it's only that the anime managed to shatter my shell. It blurred my thinking and allowed my brain to leak all this data.

 

[trolman]

If you dont want a relationship then what do you want?

What dream?

So anime made you realise your love?

 

[Bernkastel]

I already told you. All I want is that she'll be happy.

You're difficult.

 

[trolman]

Then make her happy.

 

[Bernkastel]

I cannot make her happy the way you think I should.
First, she's in a relationship.
Second, she's a lesbian.

 

[trolman]

A FUCKING WHAT? WHAT?! BRO HOW COULD YOU PUT YOURSELF IN THIS POSSITION!? I mean my situation is pritty bad, with her beeing so crazy about that guy and me barely seeing her. But yours... ergh... I... what do you mean she loves you?

 

[Bernkastel]

Love comes in different packages, Trol my friend.

 

[trolman]

But in what way?

 

[Bernkastel]

I cannot reach into other people's minds can I? Yet.

 

[trolman]

Do you think you might have a chance if you tried hard enough? You said she's a lesbian but DP is not famous for beeing a tolerant place. Maybe you'd cure her?

 

[Bernkastel]

Cure? What do you mean cure? There's nothing wrong with her.

 

[trolman]

Throw away the mask and show your true feelings, you know you want her to be yours. You know what keeps you apaprt. You know what must go away.

 

[Bernkastel]

Uh.. No I don't?

 

[trolman]

You want her to be straight.

 

[Bernkastel]

I don't. She's like a daughter to me. I do not want to change her.

 

[trolman]

-.-

Then whats the problem?

 

[Bernkastel]

Have I said there ever was one?

 

[trolman]

You seemed very upset in your post from 2 days ago

 

[Bernkastel]

That is because I am not supposed to leak that data.

 

[trolman]

Well dont worry, im still upset.

 

[Bernkastel]

Good.

 

[trolman]

Well im still waiting for her...

 

[Bernkastel]

Good luck to you on your quest however.

 

[trolman]

Thanks mate, im gonna need it.

 

[trolman]

Well she's online again... sent her messages... no response... i just sit and wait...

 

[trolman]

okay... so she finaly replied...her bf is in town...staying at her place for several days... mfw atm

 

[trolman]

 

[Azsure]

 

[trolman]

A comic about the pope? Im legitimetly intrested.

 

[trolman]

this place is so boring

 

[Amargaard]

*Cough* Kaelicious! *cough*

 

[trolman]

Not really, no.

 

[trolman]

Well well well... its night...im here alone sitting on the laptop. She's with him atm, litteraly like less than 50 meters away... They're gonna snuggle tonight and theres nothing i can do about it. Just gonna drink so i can sleep, sabbath bloody sabbath man !

 

[Azsure]

I'm only 20 meters from him, yet so distanted...

 

[Bernkastel]

I am not sure how far away I am from her, I guess it's 50 or so.
But unlike you two, I am happy.

***Ohmygodher. Jesus Christ.

You should've pointed that out earlier, Alagremm.

 

[AIagremm]

He? Who's he?! I thought we have something evil!

 

[trolman]

Just saw that the lights of her living room were on just now when i went to buy beer. They are probably watching tv, cuddluing together and kissing. Whatever I have my booze. Bottom's up bros, i've got work tommorow but alcohol now, its the only thing that'll ease my mind! And cue the music...

 

[AIagremm]

 

[trolman]

Its strange how much stuff google has on you, and im just a lawyer!

 

[AIagremm]

Oh wow, I just checked. The hell...

 

[trolman]

Imma sue all of you.

 

[Azsure]

At least you didn't get houseless or got your old house demolished, or have to live in a rat infested rotting hut.

 

[trolman]

Its probably gonna be better than you think, probably.

 

[Azsure]

I find it funny how the three of us have a love-obsession with its neighbour, or just relatively close to each other.

 

[Bernkastel]

What? I am not obsessed.

 

[Azsure]

Different perspectives and ways to define a word I must say.

 

[AIagremm]

Bern, you're the most obsessive person I know.