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- Jul 3, 2012
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Some of you may possibly remember me as, "epiccarrot". Back then, I was childish, pathetic, I had no idea what I was doing at all. The remorse I feel competes to how idiotic and disastrous I was, and I haven't even begun.
To start, I would like to apologise to the many people I annoyed. I have grown up from my annoying ways and hope to improve. I have become more sensible, thinking about my actions and how to control them, but I have learned how to "speak English," (Thanks ap0calypse), but that also brings to mind the regret that I didn't have the chance to say my apologies to him, for it has come to my attention that he has left.
I admit, when I was creating those absolutely horrendous, disgusting maps I thought that they would be good. Apparently not. So, three years on, I have now come to the conclusion that I have increased my creativity in my map creation, going from, what perhaps the worst couple of maps ever made, to something a lot better. But don't worry, I don't intend to upload anything soon.
I think I acted the way I did because I was angry, not that that's an excuse, but that's more the reason. What I expected to receive in feedback was the complete opposite, and I didn't actually think I'd get negative at all. Stupid, I know. But things change, I have actually grown a brain, and can now understand how to communicate properly online.
No, this is not fake. I am purely here to insert my most contrite thoughts about the previous three years. You may be thinking, "Why am I reading this?". You don't have to, but I'm asking for your apology and to accept me back into the community, I swear, I'm so angry with myself for what I did and I want to make peace with everyone here.
I decided to check back on my maps, and then realised how exceptionally terrible they actually were.
I don't expect to be instantly allowed back into the community as a friend, but all I am asking is to give me a chance. Everyone deserves two chances, surely. I wish there was a way to go back in time and redo my actions, but that is certainly not possible, unfortunately.
And, so, I humbly ask whoever remembers my old self, and those who don't even know me from three years ago, to give me one, final chance. A chance to clean my mistakes.
I expected you to not read it, but if you did, I thank you, I really do.
That's my apology. I know, it's not much, but it's all I've got. It's up to The Hive to turn me away into the Abyss or accept me with an extra chance.
I have learned that sometimes "sorry" is not enough. Sometimes you actually have to change.
With deep regret of the last three years,
Epikcarrot (Used to be Epiccarrot).
To start, I would like to apologise to the many people I annoyed. I have grown up from my annoying ways and hope to improve. I have become more sensible, thinking about my actions and how to control them, but I have learned how to "speak English," (Thanks ap0calypse), but that also brings to mind the regret that I didn't have the chance to say my apologies to him, for it has come to my attention that he has left.
I admit, when I was creating those absolutely horrendous, disgusting maps I thought that they would be good. Apparently not. So, three years on, I have now come to the conclusion that I have increased my creativity in my map creation, going from, what perhaps the worst couple of maps ever made, to something a lot better. But don't worry, I don't intend to upload anything soon.
I think I acted the way I did because I was angry, not that that's an excuse, but that's more the reason. What I expected to receive in feedback was the complete opposite, and I didn't actually think I'd get negative at all. Stupid, I know. But things change, I have actually grown a brain, and can now understand how to communicate properly online.
No, this is not fake. I am purely here to insert my most contrite thoughts about the previous three years. You may be thinking, "Why am I reading this?". You don't have to, but I'm asking for your apology and to accept me back into the community, I swear, I'm so angry with myself for what I did and I want to make peace with everyone here.
I decided to check back on my maps, and then realised how exceptionally terrible they actually were.
I don't expect to be instantly allowed back into the community as a friend, but all I am asking is to give me a chance. Everyone deserves two chances, surely. I wish there was a way to go back in time and redo my actions, but that is certainly not possible, unfortunately.
And, so, I humbly ask whoever remembers my old self, and those who don't even know me from three years ago, to give me one, final chance. A chance to clean my mistakes.
I expected you to not read it, but if you did, I thank you, I really do.
That's my apology. I know, it's not much, but it's all I've got. It's up to The Hive to turn me away into the Abyss or accept me with an extra chance.
I have learned that sometimes "sorry" is not enough. Sometimes you actually have to change.
With deep regret of the last three years,
Epikcarrot (Used to be Epiccarrot).
And i am happy that now you know how to be good and you are on an excellent road.
