1. Updated Resource Submission Rules: All model & skin resource submissions must now include an in-game screenshot. This is to help speed up the moderation process and to show how the model and/or texture looks like from the in-game camera.
    Dismiss Notice
  2. DID YOU KNOW - That you can unlock new rank icons by posting on the forums or winning contests? Click here to customize your rank or read our User Rank Policy to see a list of ranks that you can unlock. Have you won a contest and still havn't received your rank award? Then please contact the administration.
    Dismiss Notice
  3. The poll for Hive's 12th Concept Art Contest is up! Go cast your vote for your favourite genie!
    Dismiss Notice
  4. Travel to distant realms and encounter scenes unknown to the common folk. The Greatest of Adventures is upon us with the 8th Cinematic Contest. Join in on a fun ride.
    Dismiss Notice
  5. The 18th Icon Contest is ON! Choose any ingame unit and give him/her Hero abilities. Good luck to all.
    Dismiss Notice
  6. Contestants are to create a scene set in the Stone Age. Come and see what you can come up with. We wish you the best of luck!
    Dismiss Notice
  7. Colour outside the lines! Techtree Contest #13 is a go. The contest is optionally paired.
    Dismiss Notice
  8. Greetings cerebrates, our Swarm needs new spawners that will have numerous children. Join the HIVE's 31st Modeling Contest - Spawners and Spawned! The contest is optionally paired.
    Dismiss Notice
  9. Check out the Staff job openings thread.
    Dismiss Notice
Dismiss Notice
60,000 passwords have been reset on July 8, 2019. If you cannot login, read this.

I'm Sorry.

Discussion in 'Introductions' started by epikcarrot, Jul 3, 2012.

  1. epikcarrot

    epikcarrot

    Joined:
    Jul 3, 2012
    Messages:
    2
    Resources:
    0
    Resources:
    0
    Some of you may possibly remember me as, "epiccarrot". Back then, I was childish, pathetic, I had no idea what I was doing at all. The remorse I feel competes to how idiotic and disastrous I was, and I haven't even begun.

    To start, I would like to apologise to the many people I annoyed. I have grown up from my annoying ways and hope to improve. I have become more sensible, thinking about my actions and how to control them, but I have learned how to "speak English," (Thanks ap0calypse), but that also brings to mind the regret that I didn't have the chance to say my apologies to him, for it has come to my attention that he has left.

    I admit, when I was creating those absolutely horrendous, disgusting maps I thought that they would be good. Apparently not. So, three years on, I have now come to the conclusion that I have increased my creativity in my map creation, going from, what perhaps the worst couple of maps ever made, to something a lot better. But don't worry, I don't intend to upload anything soon.

    I think I acted the way I did because I was angry, not that that's an excuse, but that's more the reason. What I expected to receive in feedback was the complete opposite, and I didn't actually think I'd get negative at all. Stupid, I know. But things change, I have actually grown a brain, and can now understand how to communicate properly online.

    No, this is not fake. I am purely here to insert my most contrite thoughts about the previous three years. You may be thinking, "Why am I reading this?". You don't have to, but I'm asking for your apology and to accept me back into the community, I swear, I'm so angry with myself for what I did and I want to make peace with everyone here.

    I decided to check back on my maps, and then realised how exceptionally terrible they actually were.

    I don't expect to be instantly allowed back into the community as a friend, but all I am asking is to give me a chance. Everyone deserves two chances, surely. I wish there was a way to go back in time and redo my actions, but that is certainly not possible, unfortunately.

    And, so, I humbly ask whoever remembers my old self, and those who don't even know me from three years ago, to give me one, final chance. A chance to clean my mistakes.

    I expected you to not read it, but if you did, I thank you, I really do.

    That's my apology. I know, it's not much, but it's all I've got. It's up to The Hive to turn me away into the Abyss or accept me with an extra chance.

    I have learned that sometimes "sorry" is not enough. Sometimes you actually have to change.

    With deep regret of the last three years,

    Epikcarrot (Used to be Epiccarrot).
     
  2. Direfury

    Direfury

    Joined:
    Jun 17, 2007
    Messages:
    3,141
    Resources:
    153
    Models:
    140
    Icons:
    11
    Packs:
    1
    Spells:
    1
    Resources:
    153
    Who the hell are you?
     
  3. Kingz

    Kingz

    Joined:
    Jun 5, 2008
    Messages:
    2,470
    Resources:
    6
    Spells:
    5
    Tutorials:
    1
    Resources:
    6
    Anyone competent enough to show regret and face his errors from the past is a fine man.

    Everyone makes mistakes and i am sure that with the current mindset you will find a lot of new friends.

    Welcome back to THW, enjoy your stay.
     
  4. Cihparg

    Cihparg

    Joined:
    Jul 4, 2008
    Messages:
    958
    Resources:
    1
    Models:
    1
    Resources:
    1
    Mm- Multiaccount you say ?
     
  5. GhostThruster

    GhostThruster

    Joined:
    Jul 24, 2009
    Messages:
    4,847
    Resources:
    34
    Models:
    7
    Icons:
    21
    Packs:
    1
    Skins:
    1
    Maps:
    3
    Spells:
    1
    Resources:
    34
    what are you?
     
  6. sonofjay

    sonofjay

    Joined:
    Oct 28, 2011
    Messages:
    4,242
    Resources:
    20
    Packs:
    1
    Maps:
    13
    Template:
    5
    Tutorials:
    1
    Resources:
    20
    How brave to face his mistakes, welcome back to hive(even though I don't know you) and happy map making.
     
  7. Skycraft

    Skycraft

    Joined:
    Nov 11, 2010
    Messages:
    1,345
    Resources:
    0
    Resources:
    0
    i have no idea who you are, what you did, but hi.
     
  8. Arcisal

    Arcisal

    Joined:
    Jul 7, 2009
    Messages:
    757
    Resources:
    1
    Maps:
    1
    Resources:
    1
  9. Crayons

    Crayons

    Joined:
    Jul 27, 2010
    Messages:
    377
    Resources:
    0
    Resources:
    0
    all the people you annoyed are gone.

    you can come out of your hole now.

    welcome back to the Hive
     
  10. Rui

    Rui

    Joined:
    Jan 7, 2005
    Messages:
    8,438
    Resources:
    8
    Maps:
    8
    Resources:
    8
    Hakeem approves of your honesty. I think. So do I, so sure, you can have your second chance.
     
  11. epikcarrot

    epikcarrot

    Joined:
    Jul 3, 2012
    Messages:
    2
    Resources:
    0
    Resources:
    0
    Thank you, all of you .
     
  12. Magtheridon96

    Magtheridon96

    Joined:
    Dec 12, 2008
    Messages:
    6,006
    Resources:
    26
    Maps:
    1
    Spells:
    8
    Tutorials:
    7
    JASS:
    10
    Resources:
    26
    Such a fine man you are.
    Welcome to the Hive ol' chap.
     
  13. Aeroblyctos

    Aeroblyctos

    Joined:
    Aug 14, 2006
    Messages:
    6,597
    Resources:
    24
    Models:
    1
    Packs:
    1
    Maps:
    22
    Resources:
    24
    I had similar problem back then. I was thinking my maps are the best and everyone must look at them. But I was wrong. It took a while to understand you're not the best and how to take criticsm.

    Eventually you'll have to grow up and understand your own weak points and you can't be best at everything. You'll also have to learn how to take criticsm.

    Everyone learns this different ways, but for some it is hard to accept criticsm entire life.

    I'm glad you've learned something here. We learn new things through all our lives.
     
  14. Zombie

    Zombie

    Joined:
    Dec 10, 2007
    Messages:
    2,629
    Resources:
    44
    Icons:
    43
    Packs:
    1
    Resources:
    44
    Doesn't look like you annoyed anyone that much...
     
  15. BlueSaint

    BlueSaint

    Joined:
    Jun 18, 2012
    Messages:
    2,777
    Resources:
    3
    Tools:
    1
    Spells:
    2
    Resources:
    3
  16. Mgeterno11

    Mgeterno11

    Joined:
    Jan 12, 2011
    Messages:
    1,086
    Resources:
    1
    Maps:
    1
    Resources:
    1
    I am glad that you are apologized, it was really nice of you. :D And i am happy that now you know how to be good and you are on an excellent road.

    I think the people who you had annoyed would forgive you if they see your post.
    Welcome to Hive. Enjoy your stay. :)
     
  17. TheGrandMagnus

    TheGrandMagnus

    Joined:
    Jun 10, 2012
    Messages:
    15
    Resources:
    0
    Resources:
    0
    Dude, you are a brave young soul. Welcome back to the hive.
     
  18. Ramza

    Ramza

    Joined:
    Jan 10, 2005
    Messages:
    3,194
    Resources:
    3
    Models:
    1
    Maps:
    2
    Resources:
    3
    Really...? A post like that, for a couple of silly comments you made three years ago? I doubt anyone remembers you, or anything you've done. But if this makes you feel better... that's fine I guess.