Never said it was easy to move away, but it's not impossible and that's the point. To me, it honestly seems like the people around you are bringing you down, if you love them or not, it might be best for you to discover new sides of yourself in an entirely new environment.. You know - move to a neighbor city, get a random job, rent a cheap ass apartment with someone else who is not gonna fuck things up, and meet new people. It of course requires strength and willpower to actually do all that tho, and it's just a suggestion anyway, but it's your life. Sometimes, it's nice to just go YOLO and take some chances
Uuuh, Ryan McDonald kinda debuted already long ago - I even made a drawing of him, Am'ar and Juno. Anyway, I just wrote a post a few hours ago, where he almost died :V