Well, ehh.. chill because.. you're so hot y'know :3
Oooh, well, I had foreseen you wouldn't be so active, and nothing's wrong with that.. most of the time - that's why I made you a role on the outskirts of the story, where you could play around, and still have influence, but without being hold responsible for it. So irritatingly typical that once you decided to interact with the rest of us, the posts will not match together, and then so shortly afterwards all the minor drama with impatient miss Bern - which forces you to pretty much be responsible and active and working your ass off, etc, etc, etc. I hadn't seen that coming, but well well, sh*t happens ^^
Of course you should have joined, and nothing's wrong with your roleplaying - Kaelicious is known for tipping on the edge of sillyness and seriousness, and so was your posts. Plus you stuck to the lore and all - absolutely nothing wrong with what you did so far, and I assure you I'd love to take care of all the silly creations you made. I already have plans for Ryan McDonald, who will appear after this event, teehee :b
However, keep in mind that the door is always open - and in the future it is your own choice how much responsibility you wanna take ^^