Oh wow.... I just read your post, and wow... it almost made me cry. No lies. I know we haven't really talked much, but I know how good of an artist and person you are.... it's so freaking sad....
I just don't know what to say. Like seriously. I can only hope that you'll have a wonderful christmas nevertheless, and as you said it yourself: I hope that we can meet in another life!
You don't need to reply to this, but I just felt like writing this to let you know that I did care about you, even if we haven't really had many conversations.