The Daily Peon

[Amargaard]

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[trolman]

what?

Isnt annyone gonna ask about Paranoid?

 

[trolman]

wasnt your tour two days,not weeks?

 

[trolman]

so she is your girlfriend!Lucky motherfucker! I'm all alone,depressed and suicidal

......... ........

and even tough your my friend and all I get shitcrazy and envy you...damn I fail really bad and now I totaly understand the lyrics of Paranoid (thanks for asking -.-)

 

[AIagremm]

Sorry. Well not really but today it really seemed like it. Poor you. Just be nice and be slow...

 

[trolman]

Finished with my woman 'cause she couldn't help me with my mind (no I actually dont have a woman)
People think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time (they really do D
All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy (sometimes I stare at a point for hours yet nothing passes trough my mind...)
Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify (I started losing my mind and I will lose it pritty soon if things continue like this)
Can you help me occupy my brain? (well its better if a girl occupyes it but right now its really empty)
I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find
I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind (I used to think I was happy and had everything I needed but thats not true,and Im not happy...at all)
Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry (thats what happens most of the time)

 

[trolman]

Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal (so very true)
And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but it's too late (yeah enjoy life,dont care about old me)

 

[AIagremm]

Well I gotta go now. Ill return in late Sunday night, so Ill be active in Monday. Dont do anything crazy while Im gone(that means you Veljkom)

Bye!

 

[trolman]

Well bye

I hate myself and my life <

 

[Amargaard]

Poor Trolman :I ... You know what? I'll let Ronnie into Argus anyway...

 

[trolman]

That wont help anything currently I feel like I've lost the will to live...because there is no point,everything is so bad...

 

[Amargaard]

What is the source to all that pain? Tell unca Adam...

 

[Amargaard]

Okay, guess you don't really trust Unca Adam?

 

[chr2]

He lost the love of his life long ago.
He had the chance, but he was too shy.

 

[Azsure]

Trolman, there's only one thing that makes me stand of all my sorrows and it's not alchool. It's the dreams, my mission in life is to be knowed by the entire world (or at least in all th continent). Without it I could have died a long ago, so keep your thumbs up! don't loose faith and perhaps your dreams will become true!

 

[trolman]

dreams? Even as a child I didnt have many of those and the ones I have are too wierd to forfill

chr2 its more than that

amargaard I can talk when you come online.

 

[Azsure]

When you're child your dreams will be weird, it's normal. But after all what happened in my life, this was my decission. dreams are forged for the events ocurred in you whole life.

 

[trolman]

oh yeah now I remembered that what happened to you is much worse than what happened to me...

Wait isnt it 04,30 were you live now?

 

[Azsure]

I can't say it's worse. suffice to say that I understand your pain and to show you there's still hope where the dark fogs stand and you can't see the light. Yeah, it's 02:32 am here lol.

 

[trolman]

wtf did the planet move wasnt it 5 hours?

 

[Azsure]

Universe's mistery...

 

[trolman]

well wth are you staying up so late for?

 

[Azsure]

Don't know. Maybe because for sleep at afternoon...

 

[trolman]

I rarely fall asleep in the afternoon but its usually short,thats why I usually dont stay up pass 1.

 

[Azsure]

And here I am listening to Linkin Park Numb...

 

[trolman]

Well I'm lisetening to Black Sabbath's Paranoid,its about beeing very distracted and depressed,linda like your numb but this one was released in 1970,yes I'm an old school rocker.

 

[Azsure]

Well, the music is over... now I'm listening some instrumental themes that makes me feel tranquil and now I can keep working with Ranger Quest 2 Story, Oh shit! this is offtopic, and I forgot you were depressed to hear this! >>'

 

[trolman]

oh I dont mind,as the lyrics on paranoid go
"...I tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but its too late..."

 

[Azsure]

!!!!!!!!

 

[trolman]

"Finished with my woman 'cause she couldn't help me with my mind
People think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time
All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy
Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify
Can you help me occupy my brain?
Oh yeah
I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find
I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind
Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal
And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but it's too late"

These are the song lyrics and 97% can count for me.

 

[Amargaard]

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D: D: D: D:

 

[trolman]

Dont worry I didnt kill myself...yet...

 

[Azsure]

Dude, don't scare me like that again! by saying only that phrase! you will be surprised of how a laugh cures the sorrow in a few seconds.

 

[trolman]

I sign and then I cry...but yes it does,it lasts for a short time and after it sorrow returns

 

[Amargaard]

My sorrow has returned too...! D: D: D:

My computer is broke again - I guess it's unrepairable <:C

 

[trolman]

maybe its cursed?

 

[Amargaard]

I think so. Damn, you Banshees! D:<

 

[Azsure]

It will dissapear after a good sleep. too bad you can't drink our powerful elixir we make here. We call it "Terere" and it cures the heart, the thirst and raises the spirit. And it's not a drug.

Maybe it's time to let it go... No not you Trolman! but amargaard's PC.

 

[trolman]

I got drunk yesturday evening,posted some stuff here,then I slept now I still feel bad but lesser than the night.

Is it alcohol then?

 

[Azsure]

No, only water mixed with some natural herbs and then drink the water (it's not what you think)

 

[trolman]

right sure its not...well here I've got only alcohol to save me but since I didnt have any Rakia left (hard alcohol and yes I drank it) I had to drink beer,you gotta drink lots of beer to get drunk so I did drink alot,and when you drink alot of beer in the morning your stomache usually has a revolution and refuses to absorb any more beer,so today I think I'll remain sober=sad.

 

[Amargaard]

My computer is only one year old! D:>

 

[trolman]

then bring it to some computer specialist to have a look at it.

 

[Azsure]

this is how it looks

Hidden

The bad thing is that after drink a lot you will have a hungry attack.

 

[trolman]

bluah D: it looks bad but I hope it tastes better than it looks

if its worth it I can survive the hungry attack

 

[Azsure]

Don't mind the wood vase and the brown herbs, it's really refreshing! We use to drink it with friends while we talk.

 

[trolman]

K I'll look for those hurbs when I go for a walk sometime in my eastern-european woods...

 

[Azsure]

Lol, I don't think you will find this in somewere else than were I live.

 

[trolman]

yes I know

 

[Azsure]

I made you smile by ruining your sarcasm!