Need some help can i ask you pls? :(

[Shanghai]

If you have a mom when your 29 years and live in a house on the place there they live.

ow i have 10 diagnosis of psyicic diseases.

OCD
PTSD
BIPOLAR
DEPRESSION
ADHD
PANIC DISORDER
STRESS SYNDROME
PANIC ATTACKS
and more

what ever and more.

Your mom teeling you ur big you know Fat. in a nicley way
And then also always tell you what you do wrong and what you should do.
And point things. like control. Calling all the time to phone.
Also always telling me why did you not answer.
Liek now i was on LAN and my mobile phone died. ANd she says why dident you take the thing you can level it up with yelling
And i say i forgot it. And she says oh that was smart.
I feel so small inside. no confidence at all. the list is long.
Like you shouldent go to LAN or be up late because of your psycic diseases.
Also like you shouldent do that. And telling me if you dont tightens up you will have to move.

Is this psychological abuse?

I have problems driving car shaking and also panic problems. its like worse then go on gym.

After i drive the car i need to cry. I feel so small inside u know.

What should i do? or im wrong are they doing the right? Its like when i feel mom is acting like no answering and such i feel scared and little. So its like when it works with mom again it feels little better but i will get never get rid of the problems i meant above.

Dad is always telling me things whos scary like. people get sick of eat sugar and shit evrything. And also i think im sick now.

Pls if you know let me know.

 

[Eagle XI]

Well, im totally not a psycholog.

 

[E.M.C]

 

[Zed]

Well this is a serious topic.

 

[Heinvers]

This is quite sad. Just don't go nuts and stand up to your mom sometimes (mostly when she's trying to control you), do things that you find enjoyable.

 

[-Grendel]

i'd say, start being independent. like what heinvers said, its better if you stand up for yourself sometimes.

 

[Paulus]

You should talk about it with a professional therapist. They can work out wonders.
I had once also a dark age in my life, and now im stronker than before.

 

[Shanghai]

thanks for the replys. Means much when people stand up for others and try help.

 

[Squiggy]

How about your mother cares for you and since you are 29 years old while still living at your parents' home means to >me< that you still need to be cared about.
I'd really say you should find a job and become independant.