Hakeem, I'm really sorry about your not-so-but-sorta-recent loss...
I'm going to know what it feels like eventually, and I'm not ready at all... I'm not ready for any loss, really.
See, my father is 45 now and I watch him get weaker and weaker each day. He's a fat man with several health problems, and some day, I'm going to grow weak just like him..
I would be lucky if I live past age 30...