I don't know, deep. I don't feel like I have enthusiasm to keep working on them anymore 
Sure, I do like seeing people having fun while playing my campaigns but personally I don't feel anything. What do I gain in return? Was it really worth the effort? Don't get me wrong, I still have plenty of ideas on new campaigns, but will they ever see the light of day? That's not an easy question to answer. I am now on the verge of giving up and move on because I honnestly don't want to start all over again :/
Sure, I do like seeing people having fun while playing my campaigns but personally I don't feel anything. What do I gain in return? Was it really worth the effort? Don't get me wrong, I still have plenty of ideas on new campaigns, but will they ever see the light of day? That's not an easy question to answer. I am now on the verge of giving up and move on because I honnestly don't want to start all over again :/
It all depends what you expect from it.