I got rejected. Wahahaha~!
Aah, about that. I'm always like this. Sometimes it becomes too ridiculous without me even noticing, then it would struck me "oh wow, this is ridiculous".
"Crazy" huh, I like the sound of that. But all this time I've been always only on spectator's side. I want to cause either great achievement or destruction at least once, tho I don't have the motivation for it.