haha don't worry, you needn't to be sorry about this long post. I understand you, and I am totally agreed with you. Well, I wouldn't mind breaking myself while learning skating at all, but the society probably wouldn't welcome me for my skateboard practices because of my age XP and there are not many places that are suitable to skating here the district/streets where I live. Goddamn it, if only I just started all this guitar playing and skateboarding like 5 years or so ago. Conditions were not appropriate though, fuck the family, lol. Hmm fear of 9/11? Media thinks that you might be under the terrorist threatening as well? Well, I didn't think that anyone took that Justin Bieber seriously, but are there really little kids who like Justin Bieber right now? o.o yeah, I really agree with that money shit. Money's control over people becoming more and more intense over the years.